Kidadonis

Let it be known

2006-10-04T05:01:06Z

I use my myspace account more than this one, so whoever looks at this can look for my more recent stuff on Myspace. This honestly will just be a storage.

THANKSGIV....I mean Christmas Part I Break

2005-11-28T16:42:10Z

This was a good little...I mean...LITTLE break. I got home tuesday after a 5 1/2 hour ride and that was okay. Wednesday I spent a few hours with Rick after my haircut. It was cool but we got stuck in Highland Park after dark (scary) and then had to take two buses to get around the parade route. Thursday I slept in and ate two plates of Turkey day food...ummmm...real food...Friday I went to see Krystal after fighting with my cousin to get a ride there. That was really good. I got to meet some of her family and watch movies with her. (Her family all looks really similar. At least my family is different colors. THEY ALL ARE THE SAME COLOR EVEN.) Saturday I went with my dad...I won't even comment on that. But I did get to hang with my sisters and nieces. (They are soo cute) Sunday...I rode up to school after a 7 1/2 hour ride. Does anyone catch a difference in times? Well...I could have walked between Indiana and Illinois quicker. Anyway, now I am all warm and toasty!!Yay winter clothes and I got to bring sweet potatoe pies to school. Yumm...Pie! All and all...a good short break.

P.S. I forgot to study Bio...sigh!

Yay!!

2005-11-22T18:26:41Z

"It's so good to be home baby! So good to be home! So GOOD TO BE HOME!!!" I can't wait to get some real food and to get in MY bed. Back to Detroit, the home of the brave to walk the streets at night, just kidding... I am just so glad to be on break. This past week or so has been crazy. I have had papers, and tests upon tests all this week. I almost don't care what I got on them but I get to see to people I love. And for those I neglected while away, I still love you!!

Ummm....fried chicken...

AHHHH!!!

2005-11-14T02:28:29Z

I am OUTRAGED at what I just found out. Officially, I have given up on the world of music and have allied myself with a few others to kill 50 Cent. He is a virus that has destroyed the world of Hip Hop, turning the good into the bad and beyond. I just found out that Ma$e, the smooth talking side-kick turned minister of "Puff Daddy", is just five seconds away from officially being a member of G-Unit. In fact, Ma$e has came out with a mixtape with the usual G-unit themes, drugs, sex, violence and money. Now under the name of Murda Ma$e, I have lost faith on his so-called "calling". After, welcome back and relatively positive meanings and lyrics, he has turned turn coat on his congregation and fans. I am shocked and horrified by this series of events. Ma$e can now be seen in fifty cent's Window Shopper video and appearances on 50 Cent's Get Rich or Die Tryin' movie soundtrack. Rumors were that Jay-Z and 50 Cent were the only ones contacting Ma$e for a deal. I would have prefered a Kanye Ma$e connection but I guess not anymore. Pray for the world and please don't let Common go to the Dark side....

Grasshopper

2005-11-10T18:59:26Z

Taoists believe that one gets ahead by putting himself behind, gets stronger by understanding his weaknesses and becomes wise by acknowledging that stuff just happens.

I have been thinking today and I am feeling particularly well today, so I felt today is as good a day as any to "free myself" but not from anyone but from me. Whether the people that impact me know it or not they do. They good, the bad and the confused. I love each person in my life and I just feel that somethings need to be done on my side. I am done being hurt and applying my view to things. I am just going to adjust and keep going. I am hurting myself and others through my actions. And if they hurt me and don't notice, I am not going to spell it out. It takes too much effort to explain opposing viewpoints and I find myself struggling over things that really shouldn't need to be struggled over. I have bigger issues and when they become problems I will deal with them then. Until then, I am going to take some me time. Time to learn how I react to certain things. I am going to improve and look inside because everything is relatively clean inside of myself but the issue of cleaning everything else. One Step at a time...one step.

Ugg... day starts out bad before it begins

2005-11-08T03:40:12Z

Ugg...you guys don't know her but there is this girl named Laura, I met at ALANA (Minority) Orientation. She is nice but she really has problems. Since the beginning of year she has just used and used everyone she knows, and now we all are used up. Don't get me wrong either, she isn't doing it on purpose but let me explain. She doesn't have the best of health, she is always sick. When I say always, I mean ALWAYS. But, sickness doesn't bother me, what does though is the helplessness. One day she called me while I was in call saying it was an emergency and she needed help. Come to find out she was too "sick" to get out of bed and needed someone to bring her food. And it continues, another day she was freaked out by her roommate doing stuff with her boyfriend in their room all night she see wouldn't leave. Plus, what made it worse was the fact that she came to me and my roommates room (who she has a crush on, along with many others) and feel asleep on my bed. I thought she was going to get up but she didn't even budge. Plus, I was worried about moving her too much because she has back problems. Like her back went out two days before and I had to come, lift her up to her room, and make sure she had all she needed. So, I was stuck at like 2 in the morning trying to get her out of my bed. I ended up sleeping on the floor. So, in short, she has serious problems but she goes to EVERYONE to help her. Oh, it gets worse! She is part Irish and Cuban, however, she looks more Irish. Second thought, she has red curly hair, light brown hair, pale skin and really doesn't even have the facial structure. I want to see the birth certificate and the father. Recently, she has been getting hatemail. Yeah, I sad hate mail, HATE MAIL...she put a Cuban flag picture on her door and the first two times it said "FUCK YOU", the third time "Go Home!", the fourth time "I will win". Then afterwards it became notes in lockers saying "Have a nice life Bitch" and the list continues. SO, back to this story. Last night, around at least 12:30AM, she came knocking on my door. Me and Kevin (My roommate) were almost completely ready for bed. So, I turn the lights on and open the door. It was her, the first thing I thought was, I am NOT sleeping on the floor again! But, she came saying that she got more hatemail and she doesn't want to sleep in her room so she wanted to go to Eric's house. (One, she thinks he likes her...I won't address that subject. Two, Eric is a fourth year student and probably isn't THINKING about a freshman in that way. But, I could be wrong.) Eric's house is 3 blocks away and she came to me asking me to walk her. Well, I couldn't let her walk by herself because people have been getting kidnapped recently so I couldn't let that happen. But she REFUSED to go to another girls room in the DORM, let alone, THE CAMPUS. So, I put on my shoes and jacket and walked her over there in my 1up Mario PJs. Another problem with this girl is that she has a relatively circular memory where she repeats herself often in a 5 min period. So I had to hear that she is moving to the International House next semester(even though she is from springfield), her uncle is sick in the hospital, she doesn't trust her roommate and that she can't stand her RA about 5 times in 5 mins. So, I finally got back to my room pissed because she just set me back an hour in my sleep and in short, screwed up my WHOLE day. Picture this, boring lectures, lack of sleep and assignments. Not a good sign. You can fill in the rest of my day. All I know is that she is the ONLY person I considered taking away my, "If you need help or anything, just ask.". Well, there are a few others but they caused it themselves. Oh...just screw it!!!

Uhhh..sleep...I need sleep

2005-11-06T20:08:02Z

I promise I am going to die of exaustion! I am so tired from friday and yesterday. I went to church this morning even after I went to bed so late but I did make it and that is what counts. The service was okay but it just isn't my kind of church. However, do not get me wrong, I am glad that I go somewhere. I sat next to Kemi during service instead of my usual spot next to the Nigerian guys because they always have a distinct odor, if you get me (Well at least one of them). After service Kemi started to cry and I tried to patch up the water, today was the same day her parents split up eight years ago. It was hard on her, I can tell. So, I had no reason for me to be sad but all during service I kept thinking about religon, the things I needed to atone for and etc. I think it is good for the soul but man, those white people cannot sing as good as my church. They couldn't even sway together. One half was going one way, one half going the other way and some stragglers were doing their own thing.(Scary) But I kinda felt bad during service because it was one section where we were praying for a while and that was not good on 4-6 hours of sleep. You can figure out the rest. Anyway, I came back, ate, and went to sleep for an hour before work. At 3 I am going to finish my powerpoint so I can study for my Human Bio Test...god...pray for me.

P.S. Yay, One daughter found me!!

The Neverending Loop

2005-11-06T19:45:26Z

Today was a usual weekend for me. I tried to come back to my room and sleep and I was sucked away in wisked off to somewhere else and kept there into the wee hours of the morning. I went to this guy named Eric's house with a few of my friends. We watched my big fact greek wedding (should not have been as blown up as much as it was) and then we started off talking about this guys plan on how to marry Beyonce. Before we finished we ended up talking about diversity and it was 5 o'clock in the morning. That is why I put it on today instead of Friday. Anyway...so I slept most of the day until about 2:30 when I got up and actually worked on my powerpoint project for my most hated class, ANTHROPOLOGY!!! Then around 4, Karlina and Amber, from two of the floors above me came down to talk and go to the mall. At the mall I bought: A new jacket, a snoopy stuffed animal, green mario mushroom pajama bottoms and a couple of shirts. I really like the green mushroom pajamas, they are comical. After that, I crawled back into my room to try to get some sleep but Ameber didn't leave until one, so I watched TV and went to sleep. All in all, nothing too breathtaking but my dad did forget to pay my phone bill AGAIN!!!

Bondage

2005-11-04T18:49:45Z

*sigh* I was just forced into bondage once again. "You know who" has just forced me to start one of these...I guess I could use it...*sigh* Oh well, time to start the long meaningless dribble of the day. I woke up and wanted to sleep through all my classes. But, I survived...Is that enough for you people!?! HUH? DO I NEED TO CONTINUE!!!!J/K.

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